and sometimes

I like stay up late because I don't want the day to end.


This happens on 2 occasions, when I've had a lot of fun and I don't want it to end, or I haven't had any fun at all and don't want the day to end like this. I went to camp today, finished most of my clearance and accomplished nothing. So you can probably guess why of the 2 occasions I'm staying up for. (there's also a 3rd reason, ie; world cup; special occasions, but it's not about that today)


and so I wait all night for a feeling to come. maybe I'll strum some tunes, maybe I'll level a character. but eventually I know that nothing will be accomplished. cause well, it's another wasted day. welcome to the club 05/07/10. another wasted day closer to a wasted life.


I live to live. basically thats it. I think hey I'm gonna do that, and I do it. Hey I'm gonna watch an ep of cougar town, and I'll do it later. I've seemed to lost something ..


something youthful, the joy of innocence and ignorance.


Sometimes, I wish I could just take it all back.