no thought required

Wow Is out, so I'm bored. I'm trying to write songs which I haven't done for ages. Maybe I lost my spark, or maybe it's a result of not having a clear direction in my life. See song writing is life, in a way. You could write fun songs, meaningful songs, straightforward or controversial types. Kinda like how you choose your life to be.

Do you live in the fun of the moment. take it easy, and accept whatever comes. or do you grab life by the horns n steer it where you want to. Do you live to love, or love to live. would you fight the future ? Sometimes I'd like to think I can just have fun, live in the moment. but often after the fun ends I think about the past, present and future. and think to myself, where have I gone. More often then not I find the answer to be nowhere. I think of all my shortcomings and it annoys me much. I would think that it will take a long time before I can see any efforts make headway in overshadowing my shortcomings.

and I guess thats the part that makes people afraid. you'd often have to commit a lot of effort over a long period of time to something before you realize if that effort was worth in the first place.. There's no way to tell, but we can only use the information we have at hand to decide. It's like betting.